Bad Habit..

I don't read my blog before posting it.. ;)

Why?

Why do people like to ask,
When is the Big Day?
When are you guys getting married?
So is he gonna convert?
Bila nak kawin ni?
How long have you guys been together?

Bla Bla Bla

Well hey, guess what? I don't care! If I don't care why do you care? Is it cause deep down inside you wished you were living my life?
Here's the answer to all of the above.. My goal in life is to be happy! Married or single.. Islam or Christian.. What's the point if there's no love? So I live for love! What do you live for?

L.....

Love is measured during the BAD moments. If u're able to overcome that tough time in a relationship, its because the love was worth it.

Nothing is sexier and more flattering than to know that a song is made for you! I'm listening to a few now... Never fails to make me smile...

It's been ages and guess what? Your girl is back.. Work has been forever crazy.. One always complain but never actually take the effort to get a better JOB... Here I am in a love-hate relationship with my job... Utmost respect goes to those who quit cause they are not happy and move on to another chapter of their book... A better chapter hopefully... If you're in this situation it's about time to update the CV and look out for other options.. If you ask me.. All I need right now is exposure... Hence, migrating for a year or two where I'd get priceless experience from a different culture and background.. That's all I need... Whats in your mind right now?

July 31st

It's his last night. And he's gone. Never coming back. Unless, he's destined to come back and get me. I believe in God. I believe everything happens for a reason. Most importantly, nothing is IMPOSSIBLE. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be. Period.

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It's been ages since I blogged. At certain age, one realize that a hobby is crucial. So here I am blogging. Now a little dry from idea. So laters

A piece of mind.

It's been 6 months since I posted something here.
That's like 300days.
What happen to Nadia who's addicted to blogging?
LOL
Sorry twitter has taken over.
I'm now in the midst of a major PMS.
The pain is excruciating.
Just dropped him off.
At that moment I so wanted to get rid of him.
Now I kinda miss him.
Why do people fall in love?
Why do we get hurt?
Can we just stay in love and be ONLY happy?
Obviously not.
Cliche saying to it, That's Life.
But the question is, should I work things out?
Should I be hurt now and I'll be fine in no time?
Would things be different if he was more patient?
YES!
Would things be better?
Hell YEAH!
It's easy to wish someone to be something else to make one happy.
But that's like taking away their identity.
Them being who they really are.
But what about CHANGING to become better?
Isn't that still letting them be themselves?
Just a better them?
God I'm in great pain.
PMS go away!
Share your thoughts with me.
Please.
I need to know.
I've never loved and cried so much for someone.
Is that good or bad?
Or should you just settle with someone who's all that but you don't love em?
I'd say a BIG NO NO.
I rather be with my annoying pest that I love to death.
But what's sad is that he knows what I dislike yet he keeps doin it.
Why?
Why?

Ashley Iqbal.

Ashley.
As much as you weren’t fond of me, I felt the same bout you too.
I thought you were stuck up etc.
Sometimes I wonder how much time you spent on the phone. It seems like you’re on the phone all day. ;)
Anyways.
Basically I’m just making a point that I wasn’t fond of you. Thought you were an irksome.
But. I do not even know where to begin now if I could make a list of times you were there for me when everyone else was so busy with their life.
Yeah, I am aware of the fact that people have a life.
Hence, I do not expect people to go through the pain I am going through.
But yeah, those visits to Damansara Specialist, Clinic, Gynecologist, etc.
All I can say is thank you.
That’s obviously not enough.
But really thank you.
U always say that you don’t wanna see me getting hurt.
U say that always.
Often.
I felt cared.
Thanks.


Intan Syaf.

Intan Syaf.
U have definitely open up my eyes bout being patient.
I hardly see you mara.
I kno you do get upset sometimes.
But I also kno most of the time you transmit those anger to the dustbin and let it burn.
I love how you do not take things seriously or not get too emotional like I do.
Intan.
Just want you to know that I’ve always admired your patience.
Love you.